Dad, why didn't you come home? You said you would see me again. When? It's been 6 years since I saw you. You were alseep. Are you still asleep? I was 8 years old when i was told. My mind went into a whirl, my heart was fast but, everything else was slow. A million things in my mind at one but all I can recall is will I ever see you again. Mommy said that you don't just want to be like it mother, you wanted to see her again. Is that how I see you again? Do I give up everything that has ever loved me is to see you? Sometimes, I think it's the way out. Sometimes, I feel there's nothing left. Is it generational father? So many in our family take that route but, I wanna see where the other path leads.
