Him I sat across from him. Scared to say anything because his eyes were already on me. Looking at me, judging me. Seeing if I am up to his standards. Till the day he talked to me. We talked until the classed ended. Asked me for my number. I handed it to him thinking he wouldn’t text me because I thought I was unworthy of his love. Weeks go by and we talk in that one class we had together. He even texted me everyday after he was done with training. Before this I never thought of having a relationship in high school. Some part of me wanted him to change that. Homecoming was approaching and neither of us had a date. So one of the days I didn’t go to school he did and he was waiting for fifth period to come so he could ask me. When the day ended he texted me and asked me. I said yes because at this point I fell for him but it was strange because I knew it wasn’t love. The day of the dance I had gotten my sister to do my hair, my mom took me to get my nails done, and I did my makeup and I was almost on my way. Until he texted and said he got caught up training and couldn’t make it. I was hurt but it wasn’t a bad night I still went and hung out with friends and took pictures. I thought maybe he would show up after training but didn’t. After homecoming we didn’t talk for about a week. And when we did he asked me out and I was stupid enough to say yes. At the end of the day my “best friend “ convinced me to break up with him. I broke up with him by the end of the school day. And by the next day that friend and him were together. When I thought I wasn’t worthy of his love I was way wrong. He wasn’t worthy of my love.
